Sorry guys, ill do an update journal next time, i just, really feel the need to rant
you know, friends are suppose to support you for who you are completely, that's what makes your friends, right? but when your friend makes jokes out of your own transness, saying "its just their phase" or laughing when I ask to be prefered by he/his pronouns & called Marshall, and use the name as an insult, it just...leaves me not only hating the name, it makes me feel even more Dysphobia and makes me feel hate to myself even more.
It just....im at my wits end...i dont know what to do anymore...should i even give up trying? i dont have any support, friends or family, past the name ( my family doesnt support it at all)
Im just a mess right now and i dont know what to do anymore.